I’m pretty unhappy for the most part.
I just had a really touching conversation with my dad about all the trouble I tend to put myself through and how fucking rough of a time I’ve had internally while growing up. I have had a lot of things happen this year that changed my perspective and given me a more happy and hopeful disposition. However, I’ve been in a weird place the last few months due to my lack of proximity to friends and loved ones. It was really comforting to talk to my dad. I feel a lot better now for the most part. It’s nice to know that the person I always think of as my harshest critic is really my biggest supporter. That’s all.